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Something about me

Well first of all, my name is Eli. A antisocial guy who dont know how to express myself. If u may know i am currently 19,studying mechanical engineering.I maybe below average but i manage to get myself to the second yet of college.Life is getting bluer day by day where dream seem getting further and further away.Well i am a pretty emotional guy, always spacing out from this world,thinking "what if". I am in love with a girl that will leave to Scotland soon,pursuing her studies and her life, her perfect life.Put that aside, i hope that tomorrow will be a day that i can finally stand at be free from the helpless felling

Welcome back i guess?

At last i finally found sometime to do this, alot stuff have happen since my last post, but i guess i am still lost as i ever have.i well i am now 19, a second year college student.Everything is so different yet nothing special have change or even occur.I have less time finding myself now cause i am hooked up in a relationship.Things get more and more hard to me cause she is leaving me because  she will continue her master at Scotland while i am trap here alone.Will we ever get to see each other in the future or will it all end when 14 September comes.Lost and with no real goal in life ,now it an empty space some where inside me.God help me :/

after so long, i have finally found you :) sofia 1 :) i love you :)

DAY ONE

its the 1st post yet i lived for 18 years for this... tonight the moon is at its full, and the felling of that night is still fresh at my mind.In a few more day its her birthday.. and i dont know what will i think of on that day. The mix feeling is killing me inside